2007-02-16 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **blushes and shakes head**

i wish to say yes but...

2007-02-16 [Silver Moon]: "I see. I only asked because......ummm you know.." Looks embarrassed

2007-02-16 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: i know what?

2007-02-16 [Silver Moon]: "We spent that night."

2007-02-16 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles and giggles leaning up to kiss your lips**

well.. you are my my mate..

2007-02-16 [Silver Moon]: "I want to get married, start a family." He murmured kissing back

2007-02-16 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: anything you wish my love... i dont plan on ever leaving you **still kissing you smiling**

2007-02-16 [Silver Moon]: *Sighs in contentment* "Do you know of Saverad?"

2007-02-16 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **shakes head**

2007-02-16 [Silver Moon]: "He is Lilian's twin."

2007-02-16 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: um...ok?

2007-02-16 [Silver Moon]: "He wants to kill, my whole family, you see I am Lilian's brother, Minoku's, and his..."

2007-02-16 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: wow... why?

2007-02-16 [Silver Moon]: "He thinks we abandoned him."

2007-02-16 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **snuggles tight to your chest**

im so very sorry my love

2007-02-16 [Silver Moon]: "It's all right. He has found a love, she may help him."

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles softly**

so when do you plan to wed?

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "Summer?"

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: during the day or at night?

i think night time under the stars would be oh so very romantic..

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "Then under the stars it shall be."

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **giggles excitedly**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: Roke frowns as he seems to listen. "Raven! She is in trouble on the grounds!"

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **grabs roke and brings us to the grounds**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: ***********************************************************

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **appears and walks over to her window staring sadly**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: Roke appears behind her and hugs her. "What is it?"

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: i feel so very... useless..

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "You are not useless."

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: then i feel weak...

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "We all do at times love, but we do what we can."

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: i cannot do anything...

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "Yes you can. You saved Tom, and have helped all of us love."

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **starts crying**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "Look at me Risika." He said tilting her chin up and drying the tears.

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **keeps eyes lowerd**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "Risika please?"

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **raises her eyes slowly**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: He gently kissed her. "I would be lost without you."

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **gently kisses backk**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: He holds on deepening the kiss

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **moves her body closer to his**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: Sighs happily

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **rests her cheek on his chest**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "Let's relax tonight love."

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **murmers in agreement**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: Leads her over to the bed.

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **follows him**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: He removes his shirt and messages her back.

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **rolls head closing eyes**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: genly kisses your neck.

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **giggles softly blushing**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "you blush easy." He murmured.

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: only when it comes to you my love...

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "How many children would you like?"

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: at least two a girl and a boy...

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: Grins "Want to try to achieve that tonight?"

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **giggles and glances at you blushing even brighter**

oh very much so i've missed you so... your feel... your love

**wraps my arms around your neck and kisses you**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "Then we shall." Says happily removing his clothing and helping her with hers.

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **allows her clothes to fall off her and onto the bedroom floor**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: *smiles*

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles and turns pulling roke ontop of her they kiss passionatly**


{several hours pass}

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: Roke sighs happily as he wakes, holding on to Risika.

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **purrs softly still asleep**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: smiles happily

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **purrs again and snuggles tighter still asleep**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: Closes his eyes to rest more

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: {a few more hours pass}

**she moans softly waking slowly**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: Roke opens his eyes. "How do you feel gorgeous?"

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **giggles softly**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "I feel like I can dance all over the world!" He declared.

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **laughs and hides face**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "What about you?"

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: very much so...

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: Grins happily

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **rubs her tummy**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "Do you think we succeeded?"

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: i hope so..

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "So do I love, so do I."

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **bites lower lip nervously**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "What is wrong?"

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: just praying i am

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "I am sure we will."

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **giggles nervously**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "Relax."

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: i cant im just so yea... nervouse but excited at the same time...

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: kisses you. "So am I but worrying won't help."

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **moves so that im sitting ontop of you looking down** im not worried at all im just so happy **kisses you softly**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: smiles and kisses back

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **hops up and looks to her wardrobe** perhaps we shall go to eat now?

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "Yes." Holds out a hand as he starts to get dressed.

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **smiles and pulls on a simple off white shaft and takes a belt with a small silver dagger attatched to it and fastens it around her waist**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: He pulls on a silver colored shirt and black pants.

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **she runs a wooden brush through her long hair before pulling it up into a ponytail held in place by a leather string**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: Roke waits for her.

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **stares at herself in the mirror for a moment is that life i feel within me? then blinks and turns to roke**

im sorry my love for making you wait

**walks twoards him**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: "It's all right."

2007-02-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **wraps an arm around rokes waist and heads out the door**

2007-02-17 [Silver Moon]: **********************************************************

2007-02-25 [Silver Moon]: The guard led the ranger to the door.

2007-02-26 [Sir Riddle]: {as Skarrg} where's Risk... Risisk.... Riska.. Risika?

2007-02-27 [Silver Moon]: No ones there

2007-02-27 [Sir Riddle]: *growls* nobody... darn girl, now I'll have to get her... *thinks* hall! good chance someone saw Ris... Riske... whatever...

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: ***************************************************************
Roke leads Risika to the bed.

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **collapses onto the bed**

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: Roke sits next to her. "How long has it been since you have slept love?"

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **blinks at you**

i don't remember

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: "Then you need to rest. It's not good for you or the baby."

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: i...ii.. i found out so much..

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: Frowns in confusion.* "We will talk after you rest. Please try to rest."

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **nods and turns face away and drifts off to sleep**

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: Roke sets next to her and slowly drifts off to sleep too

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: {several hours pass}

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: Roke wakes up and glances at her affectionately. He gently kisses her.

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **she screams still sleep**

NO... NO ROKE DON'T... OH GOD NO!!!

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: He quickly wakes her. "RISIKA! I am here it's all right. It was a bad dream" *Holds her close*

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **pushes him away scared**

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: "Risika.....what is it? Itb was only a dream.." *Looks worried*

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: you...you...killed..

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: Roke looks at her worriedly. "Who? Who did I kill?"

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **looks down**

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: "Risika...I love you. It was a bad nightmare." He said as he tried to hold her gently.

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **trembles and pulls away**

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: *Roke looks at her with hurt in his eyes.* "Love. You know I would never hurt you or anyone that is a friend. Please...you must know this."

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: i...im sorry.. i'm just being silly

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: "No, you were scared. tell me please, what was it?"

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: we were in battle... our child still unborn..

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: *Holds her for comfort.* "G..go on.'

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: you...you started attacking me... and lillian.. and... you killed her children... then you came after me and our unborn child

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: "You know I never would love." He holds her gently and kisses her. "D..do you think it was the warlord....trying to create distrust?"

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: i...i dont know..

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: Roke falls quiet and holds her gently.

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **she jerks suddenly**

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: "Risika? Are you all right?"

2007-03-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: the...the baby

**passes out**

2007-03-18 [Silver Moon]: RISIKA! *He quickly caries her to the healers.
********************************************************

2007-03-29 [Silver Moon]: "Risika?" Roke walked in and checked on her.

2007-03-29 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **moans softly**

2007-03-29 [Silver Moon]: He sits down next to her. "Love....how do you feel? How is the baby?"

2007-03-29 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **she smiles softly gently rubbing her hand over her stomach**

i think everythings alright

2007-03-29 [Silver Moon]: He gently kisses her. "I was worried..."

2007-03-29 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **she smiles and wraps her arms around his neck**

2007-03-29 [Silver Moon]: He gently kisses her again, she has a feeling something is bothering him deeply

2007-03-29 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **whispers softly in his ear** is everything alright my love?

2007-03-29 [Silver Moon]: he hugs her close. "I..hope so.."

2007-03-29 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: please tell me.. what is it?

2007-03-29 [Silver Moon]: *Sighs* "You know that Lily was chased from Esire by "queen" Rosylan?....."

2007-03-29 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: alright?

2007-03-29 [Silver Moon]: *Looks down* "My father....it seems.....engaged me to Rosylan....and now she knows of me..."

2007-03-29 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **allows her arms to slowly drop**

i see..

2007-03-29 [Silver Moon]: "I love you though! I won't marry that tyrant!"

2007-03-29 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **she lowers her eyes looking away**

2007-03-29 [Silver Moon]: He gently turns her face to look into her eyes. "Risika, I love you, I want to be with you and only you....please don't push me away."

2007-03-29 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **she blinks looking into his eyes**

2007-03-29 [Silver Moon]: "Risika..I didn't chose that...my father did. I want to lead a life with you, and our children."

2007-03-29 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: but?

2007-03-29 [Silver Moon]: "I want to give you the choice...do you trust me?"

2007-03-29 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: give me the choice?

2007-03-29 [Silver Moon]: "If you want to marry me."

2007-03-29 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: but you are engaged.

2007-03-29 [Silver Moon]: "To a woman I don't love.To a woman who killed some of my family!'

2007-03-29 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **lowers head sadly**

but still

2007-03-29 [Silver Moon]: "Risika.....I love you and only you!We are going to have a child!Please.....don't push me away..."

2007-03-29 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: i'm not pushing you away.. i'm.. just trying to sort myself through

2007-03-29 [Silver Moon]: He hugs her gently. "I am sorry...I should not have said so much, it has upset you love."

2007-03-29 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: i just don't know what to make of all this

2007-03-29 [Silver Moon]: He holds her close. "I know....I had problems taking it in too.....I didn't even know till three days ago.."

2007-03-29 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **lowers her eyes allowing him to hold her remaining silent**

2007-03-30 [Silver Moon]: "Risika? Do....you still love me?Please think..about that" *looks hurt and gets up* He leaves the room*

2007-05-11 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **her eyes follow him as he leaves the room softly she sighs padding gently over to the bed she sits and allows her head to fall into her waiting hands and she sobs**

2007-05-12 [Silver Moon]: *hears a knock on the door*

2007-05-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **screams in pain** GO AWAY!!!

2007-05-18 [Silver Moon]: *Pauses* "Risika......to talk it's about Roke.." Came a voice

2007-05-18 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **the color drains from her face as she looks up**

wha.. what?

2007-05-19 [Silver Moon]: "May I come in? I want to deliver it in person instead of talking through the door."

2007-05-19 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: yes.. please..

2007-06-03 [Silver Moon]: A young woman walked in and looked at her sadly. She seemed nervious to speak. "He..he is being possessed..Death took him.."

2007-07-20 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **risika faints**

2007-07-25 [Silver Moon]: *She tries to wake her*

2007-11-13 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **risika's skin starts going cold her breathing faint**

2007-11-13 [Silver Moon]: *takes her to the Healers*

2007-11-15 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: ********************************************************

**appearing in a cloud of smoke Risika rumeges through her wardrobe**

2007-11-16 [Silver Moon]: *something falls on to the floor*

2007-11-16 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **looks closer**

2007-11-17 [Silver Moon]: *Spots an amulet she remembers Roke wore frequently*

2007-11-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **she gently strokes it her expression grows soft.. then she grabs it and throws it out the window**

2007-11-17 [Silver Moon]: *part of her feels as though she should retrieve the amulet*

2007-11-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **she holds her self crying conflicted by emotion**

2007-11-17 [Silver Moon]: *sees a vision of the amulet being picked up by something evil*

2007-11-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **runs to the window**

2007-11-17 [Silver Moon]: *sees a light reflect off the amulet, a few people walked along the grounds, two seemed to be headed towards it.

2007-11-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **she utters something under her breath and jumps out the window she falls at the same rate as a feather would and lands just as softly then she bolts for the amulet**

2007-11-17 [Silver Moon]: The two men look at her startled as they both reached for the amulet. "Wh..what the...?"

2007-11-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **she points to the sky and lighting comes down right next to the amulet**

**screams** YOU STOP!!!

2007-11-17 [Silver Moon]: The men stumbled back looking at her in fear. "W..what is your problem?!"

2007-11-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **she snatchs up the amulet**

its mine...

**staring at them defiently**

2007-11-17 [Silver Moon]: They backed away looking fearful. "A..all right.."

2007-11-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: **she turns and runs twoards the woods**

2007-11-17 [Silver Moon]: "W..wait!"

2007-11-17 [♀Kotton Kandy♀ the ♀American Witch♀]: ~~she's gone~~

2007-11-17 [Silver Moon]: ***********************************************************